September 07, 2016

Eating Frogs

"If it's your job to eat a frog, it's best to do it first thing in the morning. And If it's your job to eat two frogs, it's best to eat the biggest one first." ~ Mark Twain

I think the entire problem with my life is that I feel like I'm eating frogs all day every day. I have no passion for doing what I do. When I was small, I didn't way "I want to grow up to write crappy articles for crappy websites." Yet here I am, day after day, doing just that. It's demeaning to me. I hate doing it, thus I put it off until I absolutely have no choice because the bills are due and I need money to pay them. I can't get ahead because doing this makes me so damned miserable that I just can't force myself to do it most days.

Everyone tells me "Find your passion!" That would be fine, except I have no passion. My passion is to do nothing - absolutely nothing. If I hadn't screwed up my whole life, I could retire with a nice pension and do nothing for the rest of my life, but that isn't the case. The hopelessness of having to work at something I hate so much because of all my past mistakes is just too much to take some days, so I lose myself in social media or watch t.v. or anything to escape the reality of a life gone completely wrong.

I guess I'm depressed, but I'm so sick of hearing people say "Go to the doctor and get pills." I don't want to take pills. I've done that, and it never works for long. I would be fine with just being depressed if I didn't have to make money.

Money absolutely is the root of all evil. Evil, greedy people create mediocre work for the desperate and rake in the profits from the products of their misery. This world is about to implode, and I honestly can't wait. It can't go on like this. Something will happen so that these oligarchs will lose everything, but then what? If all that they own is gone, if the shit actually does hit the fan, how will people survive? The truth is, we won't. People will die. Millions of people. The ones who will survive won't be the survivalists or the preppers. It will be people like me, who have lived with so little for so long that we have an innate ability to survive anything. In short, the most miserable people are the ones who will rebuild the world. Let's hope we build it better than it is now.

Well, another depressing post, but I don't give a royal damn anymore. The world is a shithole and I'm just another piece of shit waiting to be flushed.
If it's your job to eat a frog, it's best to do it first thing in the morning. And If it's your job to eat two frogs, it's best to eat the biggest one first. Mark Twain
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If it's your job to eat a frog, it's best to do it first thing in the morning. And If it's your job to eat two frogs, it's best to eat the biggest one first. Mark Twain
Read more at: http://www.brainyquote.com/search_results.html?q=job
If it's your job to eat a frog, it's best to do it first thing in the morning. And If it's your job to eat two frogs, it's best to eat the biggest one first. Mark Twain
Read more at: http://www.brainyquote.com/search_results.html?q=job

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